Ms. Pacquette had her order number!

How does it happen that everytime I write you infiltrate? I have not been able to write without you being involved in my thoughts for years. I can go hours and hours without a single glimpse of you in head but the minute I try to write about happenings that have nothing to do with you but yet... you are in my thoughts. In the background of every event. YOU WERE NOT THERE!! HOW CAN YOU BE NOW!! Even when I have been in relationships with others you are always there. I often wish you were a bigger part of my life. But you are not. And have never been. Possibly it is because neither of us really want that. SO GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!

The man at Radio Shack is working until 7pm.